This girl, well she is my best friend. Oh and older sister.

She makes me laugh the hardest.

She completely understands everything.

She is stinkin gorgeous!

She is by far my favorite human being on the face of the earth. yes the whole earth.

I love you jenjtyler.

Happy Birthday.

Love your little sister.

Can't wait to come and see you, and give you lots of awkward hugs!

B has a website!

The official photography website!

find it HERE

aw i'm so excited!

Happy Birthday Nicole

I like to do birthday post &

compliment the heck out of people I love. 

Nicole, I think you are awesome.
I enjoy that your birthday is on 11/11/11. thats pretty awesome..too bad your not turning 11.

I think that you loving my ray-bans so much is awesome.

I think your boycrazinessss is awkward.

I think your funny.

I think I love your hair.

I think you are becoming an awesome photographer.

I love how friendly you are.

I like that you like stripes.

I think it's amazing that you put up with my moodiness.

I'm thrilled you love all my best friends & we all get along really well.

I love your little face.

And lastly I love you.

Happy birthday, you sweet girl!

tear drops

I have been slow with blogging lately. But I had this overwhelming feeling I had to blog about my past days.

I am going to be brutally honest.

I was harassed and bullied on Facebook.

My life was threatened. 

My trust in people was broken.

I was called horrible things.

Now I am going to be honest and say that I have NEVER done anything to the person who said these things.

I am not perfect, I can be mean, and I guess everyone can be mean a times.

However I think what he said brought me an unreal amount of pain.

I was standing in the shower just sobbing and wondering if I was even good enough to be on this earth.

I never cried so hard in my life.

I never felt so low.

Later I found myself on my knees by my bed.

I closed my swollen eyes.

I said a prayer and pleaded with my Heavenly Father, to bring me comfort.

I then had this overwhelmingly feeling of relief.

It was like I was being hugged and consoled, yet no one was really around.

I then talked to my sister, & my best friends. They also consoled me and reminded me of my importance.

They told me that they loved me.

& thats all I needed to hear.

Though today, I still do not feel rejuvenated, and the things that were said still linger in my mind.

I have gone through an over night transformation.

A transformation that makes me want to be a better person. 

God has things in store for me. He knows I am best when I am happy. 

And being a better person is the steps to being happy.

Finally Bullying sucks.. It doesn't matter if you are 12 or an adult. It happens. 

Bullies really just don't realize who they are truly hurting.

I will pray for them.

AMEN.

awkwardly fun

 

I decided to go to my old High Schools Fall Carnival. Awkward.

Ha. It was really awkward.

I wasnt the only Alumni to show up though.

I saw some of those kids, and dang, 8 months can make a big difference in people.

I remember graduation week, we were all so close..but now everyone barely knows how to talk to each other.

Come on kids. 

Just awkward!

Atleast Nicole was with me!

And I got to see my bestfriend, M, little brother Cam! OH he's crazaaay!

He made us laugh so much!!!!!

Especially when he calls Nicole, SHA NA NA.

Ha! He's my favorite kid ever!

What an awkwardly Fun night!

that awkward moment

 

Ha howdy.

It's Thursday! Lets do a post about awkward and awesome things that happened this week!

Awkward:

-Catching your Perro eating crickets...like oh hey MAMA, these things are tasty! SPIT THAT OUT!

-Pulled up at a stop light...another car pulls beside me...they then roll down their windows (front and back) turn their Ghetto base up...make comments and stare at me...oh gosh...all im thinking is DONT LOOK AT THEM B! JUST DONT LOOK! Bam I look...hey there not so hot gansta guys..heres my numba...ummm NOT!

-un salty McDonals Fries...what the heck?

-Me.

-Self tanner on....three hours later look in the mirror...OH CRAP I MISSED HALF OF MY ARM! you know me...always classsssy with my self tanner.

-Having a strange addiction to watching the Real World..yep awkward.

-My COLLEGE ENGLISH Prof. who can barely speak english!

-your ex, just casually adding you on fbook. NAH nah nah....creeeeepp.

Awesome:

-ONLY 2 DAYSSSSSS TILLL ROAD TRIP!

-Nicole and I both having freakin fabulous hair days!

-The show PAN AM!

-Long baths

-All my math homework complete

-MIDTERMS DONE!

-Nicoles awesome picture taking skill

-COLD WEATHER

-INSTAGRAM..follow me at britteasutin

-Guys who open doors for girls, and let girls go first! AH! 

(especially the one in my math class, hello cutie)

-DID I MENTION SEEING MY BFF IN 2 days!

-MY FAV BLOG LADY (sydney form the daybook) 

BOUT TO HAVE HER BABY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

is it bad that i check her blog for an update every hour...minute???

awwwww. I love awkward & awesome!

four days

I am beyond excited to go on my road trip this weekend!

First I get to see my best friend, who I haven't seen in four months!

AW THE EXCITEMENT!

Second It is the first road trip I'm going on without any parental supervision!

Third, I am being treated with the presence of Nicole & Ashley for the whole LONG drive!

WOOOOO we are gonna have a blast.

Fourth, I get to go shopping the day before! I never get to go shopping!

so this makes me so much more happier.

All this excitement falls on the week I have two midterms, Major Art project due, & A major essay.

What a relief this weekend will be!

DEAR M, ONLY FOUR DAYS!

Shelby Senior Photography

First off, I cant say how much I love this girl!

From the first day I met her we have been best friends.

We have been through all those stupid preteen-to adult stuff together.

And even though she is a year younger than me, she has taught me so much.

She is the sweetest to everyone.

She makes me laugh, like constantly.

She loves Taylor Thrash as much as me!

She is such a beautiful person on the inside and out!

We can talk about the hardest subjects together & we are always there to listen.

She is one of the only people I can have a 2 hour phone calls with.

I'm so lucky to get to call her my best friend.

BTW these pictures were taken right when the sun went down, so we are going to redo her session very soon. But I love these shots. So I had to share.

sunday nights

I fell in love with the calm atmosphere of this weekend.

I spent way too much time in front of a television. Hello real house wives.

Cuddled up in my gray fuzzy blanket with Gavin.

Eating too many chocolate peanut butter cups.

However we made our way out for a photoshoot with my closest friend.

I call her S! or Ravsten. she enjoys both.

We went out to lake lewisville.

However we did not realize how long that drive would be and arrived past sunset.

I was sorta angry.

I sorta have issues when the sun goes down cause its hard to get good photos.

But I made it happen! 

My madre also stopped by and brought sandwiches and chips.

We all picnicked on the dock.

And jammed out to the song Yellow. while we discussed our future weddings.

oh it was a beautiful night.

Find S's pictures

HERE!

Sunday morning hit me like a ton of rocks!

However I got up and raced my butt to church.

It was lovely and is always worth getting up early.

Note...The outfit above was worn to church. I really never noticed how short it was till now.

But since my shoes are sorta killer, will you forgive me. haaa